The broken hearts
I have learned how to break hearts,
For the sake of love I could erect a any temple
And as simply to take down it from the person of the ground,
Having left a pain, having taken away with myself particles of souls,
I burned down bridges, after myself having left a heathland.
Rains will wash away my traces,
I promised and i told “i’ll return”, but you dont trust, dont wait!
Words will dissipate as mirages in due course,
The veil will disappear and you will understand itself, that were temporarily blind…
You thought, that I such, I knew, that for me you only one more,
And you fondly trusted, when I presented a web of sweet lie,
I killed love as laces, but you have not understood…
Crossing bodies and gentle delirium for ears,
Lips touchings and hands all the night long, then a dawn,
The bouquet will stay still week but after also will take off through a window …
You will call, but the subscriber is not accessible,
Forgive, farewell - all is terminated,
It is not fated to us to be and love together, love is not given for me …
When i has caught your first sight - all has been solved already.
I know, that is guilty, I know, that i rascal,
You know, that have filled up with yourself club of my thrown hearts …
Your words are empty…
It is game of love, that you did…
There were just illusions, there was just a belief, there was just a love … there Was only a photo, nostalgia, tears - all what just remind something of it…
July 25th, 2006 at 4:16 pm
Lorca, Neruda nor Kundara could have written as powerfully as you, Selene. Cringingly painful and honest and beautifully expressed.
Thank you for sharing this part of you. It is what I hoped when you developed this site. I would love to read more of your poetry and writings in general.
July 26th, 2006 at 11:34 pm
Great and true thoughts about the stage, that is called “Life”, Selene. Hurting feelings and being hurt yourself are very close to each other.
Being strong enough, you will not get hurt or broken so easily and… being strong enough you will not want to hurt others so much. You will more want to concentrate on mutual respect and understanding, which are always the basics for any emotion, doesnt matter whether friendship or love.
But it’s a long and stony way..and not all will reach its end…
July 29th, 2006 at 2:27 am
Having known and lost Love–giving and taking away–Your words touch my heart–my soul–the deepest parts of my being.. Such insight from someone that is so true as a friend–yet could be that as a Lover to the one special person that is lucky enough to capture your Heart.. Through pain is growth. Through growth is sencerity. I so love when you show this wonderful side of your self. You never stop showing me that you are more than what you appear.. Thanks for sharing this and so many more things about you and your Life….. Always and Forever—-